Dear Matchmaker,
I've been contemplating hundreds of time before writing to you, so let's get to the point.
Please send someone to change me !!!
I hate myself, I hate what I was built and tried to be ….
My name is Vivien ,I am a 35-year-old well educated woman with a doctorate degree in economics.I am an executive director of a well known public company, I have my on vehicles and accommodation downtown.I love the operas and ballets, I appreciate classical music, French cuisine and impressionist arts.I have many well-to-do friends and kins around the world ,so I can afford myself and if necessary my spouse.I love who I am, I'm quite a lucky woman.
I have excellent social skills.I'm a jet setter and travelling mania( due to my job and leisure).I like meeting people,that means I'm not willing to be a housewife or a soccer mom if you'd dreaming of.I still have a perfect figure, look younger than my age, and a very good taste in fashion.I portray myself as a success sophisticated working woman who have a warm supporting family.
I wish to meet a man who would follow my path.Who is older, well groomed, higher education, warm ,tender ,generous, honest and compromising.Especially a man who will always love and obey me.( I prefer a man with no parents and siblings. )
That's what I'd imagined when I was a young ambitious workaholic machine.Now I've achieved what I deserved after years of studying and working devotion....but I am so empty, feeling like I'm not a real human and I hate myself.
I'm afraid of relationships.I was trapped in my own victory and dignity.I was just an old selfish, ignorant, cruel and self-obsessed woman.
Please, my dear matchmaker , send someone to release me.
I just want to be an ordinary woman who could laugh and cry freely.I'm so lost.I've realized and I'm ready.Please find someone for me, a human being of any age, race or sexual orientation.
Someone who can touch my lonely ugly heart.
Best Regards,
Vivien the regret.
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